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Name: Kat
Metro: Colorado Springs
Birthday: 3/10/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Some people// Eyeliner// Dancing//Screaming to loud songs in the shower//Driving with my music on max//Friends//My phone//Photography//Winter//Snow// Music: KiTTiE :: Otep :: The Beatles :: Soil::Avenged Sevenfold :: The used :: AFI :: The distillers :: Anberlin :: Metallica :: Tool :: Korn :: Alexisonfire :: Apocalyptica :: Bane :: Dry Kill Logic :: ACDC :: Breaking Benjamin :: Authority Zero:: Children of Bodom :: Comeback Kid :: Dry Cell :: Evanescence :: Ace of Base :: Billy Idol :: Evergreen Terrace :: YellowCard :: Flogging Molly :: Godsmack :: Taking Back Sunday :: Black Dahlia Murder :: Trapt :: Nine Inch Nails :: Smile Empty Soul :: Unseen Tears :: SOAD :: John Lennon :: The Ataris :: Smashmouth :: Alkaline Trio :: Fall Out Boy :: Disturbed :: NickelBack :: Hawthorne Heights :: The Exploited. //Rain // Late night conversations // Cuddling // Art // Cars //
Expertise: You.
Occupation: LoneStar Steakhouse & Saloon
Industry: Food/Restraunt
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  GreenEyedXBella
Member Since:
11/3/2005
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| too much.
ian and i got into a huge fight yesterday. we both left. i
ended up screaming that i hate him as i went on my way out the
door. and he ended up screaming at me in the middle of a
fight. do you know how scary it is to see him yelling at
you? he never yells lol. i thought we were breaking up...
cause i told him to get the hell out... but... i don't wanna lose him.
i know no one reads this but that's comforting to the degree that i can spill my guts lol.
i love him a lot. but i need to unattach myself. a
lot. i'm afraid to say i love you to him anymore... he told me he
doesn't want to be attached for the simple fact that if anything else
better comes along he wants to be able to take it. so i'm trying
to be understanding and take it the best i can. and act the best
i can. without being too attached or too heartless. yeah... lol
blah.
so all in all... i'm confused. i love this boy and he loves me
yet... we can't be attached... i don't know what to do. so... i'm
unnattaching myself and waiting for him to break it off or leave...
even though i'm not as much expecting it... i'm just preparing myself
for the worst. i'm already hurt so it can't get too much worse...
right?
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| such an amazing song!! anywho. i've been good.
amazingly good.  | | |
| so pretty much. i hate the world and most of the ppl in it.
*nods* most definitely.
i'm mad. bitter. and hurt. 
fuck you. and i mean it
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| Dear Someone,
You stole from me. I want it all back.
now.
Cordially,
Me <3
someone stole my backpack, my cd's, and my cd player. out of my car, actually.
if this person knows me. they know to watch their back.
don't steal from me. you'll regret it.
mkaythanks. | | |
| Dear Daddy,
I hate you. You don't provide. Nor is it my job to provide for your family.
Sincerely,
Your Daughter.
looks like i may be getting kicked out again. joy. | | |
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